I have realized one thing. Advice I have given many friends, also applies to me.
This advice for instance: Really think your words through before you put them out there for every one else to hear.
I have no real excuse for my recent behavior….only that it has been a very trying 2015….and instead of following some list of grieving and hurting, like apparently “normal” people do…
I pushed emotions and words aside that I should have explained….And proceeded to only say them at said times when they were not pertinent to my current situation….
So in essence. I cannot apologize for the parts of me I know were being honest. But I can apologize for not choosing my words more wisely.
Also, So far I am digging 2016…..